This is a very short personal post, but I am tired from job training this week. Holy cow is it a big job..the biggest challenge in the work place I have ever faced. I'll get it...just need to get the wheels in my brain to start cranking. So my posts may all be a bit shorter as I adjust to this. My hope is that I can maintain my blog because I really enjoy doing it and have had great feedback. So thanks for reading and hopefully what I have to say may still help someone out there.
It's interesting how perspective can change so quickly. Just like the seasons actually. In one moment, life seems set and calm. But the laws of nature are firm that nothing is constant...it is either moving forward or backwards, nothing in between. That most definitely includes relationships.
I have probably been a little selfish in life. In fact I guarantee it. That is impossible to do at this point and I regret that I may have ever done it. My focus has been renewed and everything I do now is all for my kids. I actually really like that. They are remarkable individuals who deserve my full attention and love right now. I am more than happy to give it.
I have already had people telling me that I need to find someone else and move on.
My instant thought is, Nope not in this lifetime. I had what I wanted and the seasons have changed.
My work, my days, my nights, and my life, are consumed by the five individuals who mean the most to me...
And I'm good with it.
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